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I was walk blogging when I read one post from a childhood who is a doctor to be.. seriously, I do envy her.. bukan sekadar her profession tapi dari dulu mengenali beliau seorang yang yang sangat santun dan walaupun pada umur yang agak kecil masa tu saya dapat rasakan yang beliau seorang yang ala-ala alim gitu.. HEHE no!seriously..n she still macam tu sampai sekarang.. dia sangat simple dan cantik.. dan kerana keperibadian dia buatkan dia nampak begitu menyerlah..I dont know why...tapi dalam ramai-ramai muslimah, dia sangat dekat pada hati ini... okay, dont misjudge my words..just take a deep thought.. I adore her PERSONALITIES, CAREER as a medical student and a WIFE..she is so blessed..InsyaAllah.. betul juga ada jika ada pepatah cakap dengan berbuat baik berpkaian baik dan berpersonaliti baik boleh jadi dakwah kepada orang ramai.... Some might think I over rated her, but seriously am NOT! tapi lebih baik memandang kepada kebaikan dari kita memandang kepada kejahatan..sebab itu lah yang menilai hati kita... and I quote from Ustaz Kazim Elias (UKE) from his ceramah.. jadilah mata lebah yang memandang kepada kemanisan dan jangan jadi mata lalat pandang yang busuk..

And I keep thinking and made a thought after read her blog.. and the conclusion is...There's a lot of people who met their failure moment but still keep fighting to find their truth success..but ME?! senang je untuk mengalah bila ada satu-satu musibah..dan senang-senang putus asa bila life seems near to the end.. padahal tak tahu bila hidup ini akan berakhir.. seriously pathetic gila! Okay berbalik pada this childhood friend of mine, I know that life as a medic student was never meant to be easy, tapi my narrowed mind said, that is why  only the excellent students are able to take this course, and that suit lah kan, excellent student and a tough course.. HOHO silly me! I ve seen alot of student who couldnt make it through their ways..So, what more important than having a good brain is, we need to have a strong will! I mean for all of us..tak kisah lah even nonhighly educated people perlu ada strong will..because this is what life is demand in order to live in a success life.. as for me too...am saying this to myself...

I currently dislike my routine.. and seriously eager to change it.. I have an option but do not dare to take it..so what am I other than a coward little baby..even a baby is more likely better than me because they learn to walk, run, and everything by themselves..the parents only could show them how to do.. the rest is up to them! okay, lesson taken from a baby! dare to move on! Bismillahirrahamannirrahim!